joyyyy

Love came down, to a world still sleeping

2010-12-21T13:06:00.000+08:00

I really wanted to let this blog decompose into dust and sand, but after reading my old posts it kinda made me wanna continue blogging just for a little while. (:

Musical Ended. It's such a sad thing that i better not start ranting or else it'll never end.
Basically it's sth that has become part of my life and it's over. gah.

Orientation. i'm still abit blur abt why the alumni (aka my exco) has to do the planning and running this year. but that's not the point, the point is i'm being orientation OIC again.

at least i have one more chance to serve the school before i start a new life at a jc. (:

lalala.

2010-12-21T12:22:00.002+08:00

2010-06-02T19:05:00.000+08:00

you really gotta stop being a bitch.
everything you say sounds so puerile.

I've got nothing more to say because you're labeled as an annoying bitch and that itself says a great deal.
you're everything everyone detests.

Rejoice

2010-01-01T15:06:00.002+08:00

I want to see the world
I want to love my life
But without you Lord
Nothing satisfies

I want the joy that comes
From knowing the depths of Jesus’ Love
Deeper than the deepest oceans
Higher than the skies above

Chorus:
I will rejoice in you, for you are good
And joy flows like a river
As I live for you alone, So Lord,
Hold me and keep me
Till by grace you bring me home

Lord, you gave me your life
Paid for my every sin
On the cross you died
To bring the strangers in

I want the joy that comes
From knowing the power of Jesus’ Love
Jesus is my only treasure
Jesus came to seek the lost

Chorus

Bridge:
I’ve got joy like a river
I’ve got joy like a river
I’ve got joy like a river in my soul
I’ve got joy like a river
I’ve got joy like a river
I’ve got joy like a river in my soul

2009-12-05T09:58:00.003+08:00

This was the photo taken when we checked out (:
Overall, it was a rockinghot success! <3 i'm so pleaseddddd :D

Here's a song created by the sec2s, which i think can be our PC song already! xD

To The Tune: You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift
You're on the phone with your parents
They're upset
Cos you've been spending too much time
Staying back
They think that you never study for 'O' Levels

We're in school
It's a typical Wednesday
You do your duty but they don't care what you say
Cos they don't appreciate you like we do

[Prechorus]
They wear white shoes
We wear black shoes
They have normal badge
We have golden badge
Thinking 'bout the days when we stay back together
And listen to all those debriefs

[Chorus]
Staying back and hanging in the PR
Thinking just how cool and awesome we are
PeeCee
You're always a PeeCee

Borrowing skirts from the PR every week
Running up and down school just to find teachers
And asking them to edit your proposals
Hey isn't it tiring?

Organising events makes you go all stressed
You feel like slacking and 'pangseh' everything
But you know that a PC is responsible?
And you have to live up to its name!

[Prechorus]

[Chorus]
Staying back and hanging in the PR
Thinking just how cool and awesome we are
PeeCee
You're always a PeeCee
Doing prefect duties when you wish that
You can just go and hang out with your friends
PeeCee
You're always a PeeCee
You're always a PeeCee

Awesome stuff, sec2s! xD

Realised i havent officially replied some tags!

endy- well cos you're elmo, endy. face it. xD
huaywen- lol it's dominic, sweetie.
jaren- hahaha, ahhh!
glam kaushi- HAHAHA yea that was super retarded we just screamed lol!!
Lexin- Riverdance was really niceeee! Hello buddy!
azritania- HELLO AZRI (:
Jaimelynne&Caryn- Hello! Yea 6 diligence ftw! Hope you enjoyed open house! Are you guys deciding to come to cedar?
Caryn- Hello Caryn! Yea tourgroup 14 xD thankssssss! (:

Movin' my hips like YEAH.

2009-12-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling sluggish. i've got homework and revision to do, exclamation mark.
I'm just like staring at the screen and see more alphabets forming.
i dont know what i'm doing.

and yes, it's 1st December.

Open House (28th)
Turn up was superawesomefabulous! Was really an overwhelming response. (((: thumbs up!
Sher Min is so cute, haha.
hurray tour guides!

PC Chalet (30th-1st)
it was THE BOMB! (:
i shall blog about it later.
i really gotta try completing some
Everest homework.

2009-11-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

Kaushi KauHE. "I love cows and hate cats."

HAHAHA. Kaush's whining to me about the juniors laughing that if she was a guy she'll be called KauHE.
awwwww! xD

These few days were fullll of walking, omgee.
Mr kang brought us out to recee the route for homecoming
walked the whole school ~~once~~ ~~twice~~ thrice because of open house prep
walked with kau to get the food stuff settled for PC chalet.
roarch.

tomorrow's a holidayyyyyy! think i'm going swimming again (:

honestly
if you dong know how to
don't act
cool
because
what comes out
is noise
not music.

This planet earth turns slowly

2009-11-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as i fell asleep.

Woke up really early today in order to get a ride on dad's car.
okay i realize how dumb that sounded.
cheap trills.

'Cause i get a thousand hugs
from ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

Choir was fun today. never knew one day i'll say this. (:
Danced "In My Daughter's Eyes" we choreographed ourselves.
Felt good when LY told me it looked real nice!
I must say i had a good time doing ballet with LY,
in our parquet floored-big mirrored-wooden barred
studio.
pirouette. pointe.

To ten thousand fireflies
I'm weird 'cause i hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

Was talking to a junior about her breakup
when i got reminded of my very first
it's hard, and i know the feeling about wanting to be
the BEST GIRLFRIEND a guy can ever have
but in the end it just doesnt work
not anyone's fault
but just
doesnt
work
fullstop.

Simple reason? Because God isnt so stupid to give you THE ONE when we're like, still studying?

Was surfing the net
and found so many blogs; corruption
what freaked me out was that even nanamilktea's
pregnant.
(PAMELAAAAAAAA!!!)
okay actually why am i surprised.

People are scary ):
like jaren the masochist.
big laughs.

But i'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause i saved a few and kept them in a jar

Saying goodbye to ziyad and yinshuen, flying to Egypt and Korea respectively! (:
and Saying take care to kevin, currently in Malaysia (:

everyone's overseas.

zb- hahaha (: yeaaaa
hornz- JH! bloomingsdale day babe, devshorn.:D
pris:D- hello (:
endy- hello elmo-donk, moo!
Sharmaine- hahaha those pictures look good with you in them.
{eunice}- Hello! thanks for visiting!
kaushi- eeeeeeee! xD hahha yayyyyyyy! jiayou with food, babe. call muah.
Rachel- kay! (: linked!

ASTORIN AGHRA;

2009-11-20T23:43:00.000+08:00

How can small flowers grow
If the wild winds blow
and the cold snow
Is all around?

How can the frail birds fly
If their homes on high
Have been torn down
To the ground?

Cedar Choir performed an item "Riverdance" with Singapore American School. I love the melodyyyy! <3 Was another great experience performing for a concert. refreshed memories of Cedar Choir Limelight and Cedar Musical. (:

So apparently jiaying's in love with jovan. and why not dominic because he's too young.
Jiaying's definition of too young? 18-14 = 4 years. Appropriate age? 24-14 =10 years.
Dommy Dommy Dominic. Lol.

i said, shush girl, shut your lips.

aaaanyway. i cant wait for PC chalet. somehow i want to get things done and prepared for it, but it's too early. like buying the cake and decorating it... printingthisprintingthat.

i got inspired to either learn flute of violin, after grade8 piano of course.
Went to the new old cedar campus, aka cedar ave, and my the foyer looks goooood! but the rest seems similar though. but oh well. hurray to nice toilets! :D

How can the tree stand tall
If the rain wont fall
To wash
Its branches down?

And how can the heart survive
Can it stay alive
If its love's
Denied for long?

Splash in bikinis.

2009-11-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

Went for swimming with pamela!
Pamela, we rox yoz.
hahaha, sun bathing was gorgeous
and the swim's good as well.
I'm asking Lex to join us next week (:

so i have a nice tan and so does pamela!
Awesomeee!

Organized a PC Chalet recee trip today
with Kaushi and So Won, cause the rest are at perak :/
Settled most stuff, whoopie!
Swan's the cutest. ^^
We three were using an umbrella in the rain
and at the shelter, she realised that she brought an umbrella herself!

Kau asked me to blog about her.
Well kau, moo.
the glammy one, hahaha!

2009-11-12T13:57:00.000+08:00

well i dont see a point in your blogging about your life
because there's no meaning
to either

ahwell.
it's freaking raininggggg, again!
at this rate i'll become a big blob of lipid
squishy, too.
Guy loves squishy stuff, like me.
HAHAHA.

i convinced rachelle and rw to go for youthcamp
like finally in the godzillionth year!
hhaha, whooopie. (:

PC chalet planning's going on well.
the chalet's not a room but a garden terrace! <3
there's a swimming pool with a water slide, plus jacuzzi!
it's time to put on our bikinis and dive, babes. :D

pamela and i webcammed yesterday and we were SUPER retarded.
we were like singing and dancing to the tv ad
"Let's make our world the most beauuuutiful home!"
then i took 2 green pillows and started waving them to and fro
like light sticks in a concert
like leaves in the wind
lalala.

Mom brought me to try jeanyip facial.
not bad uh. (:
the massage was super good.
wahahaha.

2009-11-07T12:03:00.001+08:00

So, apparently nearly half the cedarian population knows about what happened in UK between me and a boy called Harry.

Thankyou, mdm faridah.

i've got lime juice in my brain

lemon juice in my mouth

grapefruit juice in my heart

onion juice in my eyes

like, literally. so much for appreciation; chopping up onions for lunch.

ya-ouch.

to know that everything's so...

surreal.

and

it's

just

24hours

Ordinary Levels.

lalala.

Riverdance

2009-10-22T20:58:00.000+08:00

of course, i'm supposed to be at chinese tuition
but dad gave me a break
after seeing how tired i was after consequtive days of school, choir, tuition, school choir, tuition
really appreciate this break, although i'm not sure if missing a lesson's good D:
okay of course it isnt.

riverdance is cool. (:

Murder on the sidewalk

2009-10-19T12:22:00.001+08:00

from mom.
after telling her how horribly i did for emath,
she sent me this picture i took of chiral hahaha!

anyway that was quite long ago
now i'm being murdered
silently assassinated
a huge hole
in my anatomy

oh, french connection united kingdom.

two things.
Carnage/Holocaust/Obliterate/Inferno/Ruin.
in another words.

ignore ignorance.
blah.
was i wrong?
did i make the wrong choice?
but then again,
it's over.
nothing will make it better.
so shutup
close your eyes
and move on.
(bloodyhell you're freaking hot)
You're devouring me slowly,
although you dont know it.

&through that window i see you

2009-10-18T14:32:00.002+08:00

i painted my nails rad. boomz.
i was thinking of going to source for netbooks
when i realised i'm having jiang with mel from tonight onwards
oh joy.
not that i dont want to go, but not so soooooon! ):
at least i have mel's company. but aww i'll miss ty, jh and sharl.
havta get into the mood.

oh and kevin's such an ass!

jt. says:
hahahaha
yea
hoping to get at least an A
or i'll punch my face

Kevin says:
lols
let me help!!!
oops
i mean no, dun harm yourself

hahha.
i'll punch his face too. xD

Tag Replies:
Jaren- hahahah okay, linked too (:
Vanessa- hahah, everyone's telling me it's hard to find. it's cute.
Ruiwen- and we did pon in the end, didnt we. it was accidental!! D:
Sharmaine- yea dude, exams over, and our lovely choir's here. lol!
Kevin- (roar)
Jinghan- hahah wheeee? horny, you. ^^V

symphony 92.4

2009-10-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

he pestered.
i agreed.
he bugged.
i said stop.
he said nothing can ruin it.
i said i had no passion to begin with.
he shutup.
those keys didnt entered my limbs
since genesis.
those sweet melody didnt touch my heart.
since alpha.
No matter how desperate you are
switching the radio channels to 92.4
uhuh, aint working.

Such puerility.

hello jh, ty, sharl, mel.
ilovehornydev.

MARINA BARRAGE

2009-10-16T22:53:00.001+08:00

Right after physics paper, xp, char, abi, shuen and i went to marina barrage for a picnic!
turned out really nice! had a great fa-bu-lous time, love these people. (:
and it seems like after our exams, all the science we've learnt came to good use
and i mean, really.
o.O

kaushalya skanthakumar didnt come again!
rawr.

Tag Replies:
xuepiao- hahahha yea another oneeee!
kaushi- hahahha, my dear blur labpartner. <3

startanew

2009-10-16T15:19:00.004+08:00

YUP. okay i decided to come back to blogging here.
partly because EYE just ended, whatever.

and congratulations, xp for being the first to peekaboo me.
lalala.

2009-06-27T14:28:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
Thanks for Visiting! (:

i've decided to stop blogging so...

Goodbye.

2009-05-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

i'm...
so upset
so angry
so helpless
so pissed
so depressed
so scared
so annoyed
so furious
so sad
so confused

just why do you have to do this at this time, at this phase of my life, at this unstable period? desperate or what?

i'm so [aboves] that i'm going on hiatus.

hi·a·tus (hī-ā'təs)
n. pl. hi·a·tus·es or hiatus
1. A gap or interruption in space, time, or continuity; a break:

2009-05-11T13:24:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ENRICA!
060594

(tt's the only photo i have of you :\ )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY myself (:

070594

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAUSHI!
090594

hahah, there's so many people to thank who made my birthday so memoriable, the presents, the cake smash (grrr) and stuff. LOVE YOU GUYS! will do the 'thank yous' soon. (:

Yup, it's time to study. and the thing is, my engine isnt running, and i'm not in the mugging mood. which is seriously annoying.

note to self:

OMG GO STUDY!!

2009-05-02T23:18:00.002+08:00

<-charlottecheong made us take a superheroic shot;lol.

omg a few minutes ago something happened.

someone i dont know smsed me this:

?: Hi :D

?: Joy...hav u gone 2 bed?

Me: Haha hello, sorry you are?

?: U Guess

i was like, omg. some neighbourhood guy or some guy from AYC whom i dont know or some pervert asking me if i went to bed(???!) so i hardened my tone:

Me: Hey i dont like this and i'm not keen in this thing. Who are you and where are you from?

AND OMG IT DIDNT CROSS MY MIND THAT IT WAS CHUYUE.

ChuYue: ...对不起啊...不知道你不喜欢这样...我是楚月... :'( 对不起

and i was stunned. o.o

so embarassing. i think ChuYue is a damn nice china scholar. (:

hahaha.

was listening to the radio and got reminded of a friend argueing with her mom who was driving, and the radio started playing

shutupanddrive;

2009-05-02T16:05:00.002+08:00

YOU OUGHT TO BE STUDYING, GIRL.

i'm in a lazy mood today. i dont feel like studying or doing anything. hmmph. :\

i tried the wasabi flavour of twisties. not bad, haha!

i realised that it's less than a month to my MYE, and well, talk about slacking.

zeeee. i think today's the boring-est saturday i ever had.

probably the deadest.

OH YEA CATS MUSICAL.

i love the cats, their costumes were so real and cute!

but i think i wasted 50 bucks cos i fell asleep. Lexin was like "Joy, how could you!?" aw come onnnnn ): sarah fell asleep too, high5.

i couldnt help it!

1) i couldnt understand the plot

2) the music was totally perfect for sleeping

3) i was very exhausted due to the hectic day.

lena was high-ing over the playboy cat. i think he's cute.

they are so good... (:

i wish today was more exciting. hmmm.

shirley temples;

2009-04-27T17:39:00.002+08:00

just a quick one.

HPC elections started. and it's ending soon.

sharon and laura were great! thank you (: today was rather dead though. 3C wanted to give a standing ovation but was weird cos they were introducing the duo. it's okay.. (: it was kinda...creepy when the whole courtyard was

silent.

o.o

alright. back to my study debt.

HERO. (:

Theres a hero

If you look inside your heart

You dont have to be afraid

Of what you are.

2009-04-18T18:16:00.002+08:00

cheap trills.

the other day after choir, sarah, huaywen and i were going home on 107 when the aircon suddenly switched off. then huaywen and i got super excited cos we thought the bus was about to break down. HAHA call us crazy.

but it's like a once in a lifetime thing?

then when sarah got off, the bus really stopped. huaywen and i were silently cheering at the back of the bus. okay i lied about the silence.

then it started to move again. so anticlimax! but still it's super funny HAHAHA! xD

HPC elections. here we go!

CHIRAL PLEASE PLEASE GET WELL. ):

i cant bear to see you suffer.

2009-04-08T22:52:00.003+08:00

just some quickie updates!

1) AYC org team, i'm in ExternalRelations! YAY! :D (i think joey's damn cute)

2) teachers are going on and on about mid-years.

3) some one please tell me mrs gay isnt really pregnant. i cant live with mrs CHIAW or whatever her name is. omg.

4) SYF's coming!

5) i miss wc. ):

6) changed table partners, i miss abigailchen! now i'm near abigail goh and natalie, so there's still people to chat with. xuepiao is so far away! ):

7) I STILL CANT BELIEVE mr khoo thinks abby and i are 'hankypanky-ing', in another words, les-ing. wth?

8) i'm now officially known as 'joytan' by mdm faridah, thanks to SKANTHAKUMAR KAUSHALYA.

9) i am thinking of setting up cg in 3c.

10) i really feel fat, so i needa run and exercise, but it's freaking RAINING!!

11) i'm missing school tmr cos i'm going to promote cedar to some pri school.

12) someone help me take notes?

13) my canine's making a hell of a noise due to the rain.

14) my muscles are aching. i think i overstretched during 5items prep

15) ouchie.

right. back to books. since i'm missing lessons i shall read up first.

and no, kaushi, i'm not a nerd. (:

skanthakumar kaushalya -> skanthakaushi kumarlya

i'm that creater and proud. :D

kissssssaphobic;

2009-03-28T21:23:00.003+08:00

i'm not studying, i'm not studying, i'm not studying.

LOL.

it's a SATURDAYYYYYY!!

i came across this thingy on facebook. and i think it's creepy.

MY BOY SIDE

[x] you love hoodies

[ ] you love jeans

[x] dogs are better than cats

[ ] its hilarious when people get hurt (eh guys are damn mean!)

[x] you've played with boys on a team

[ ] shopping is torture

[ ] sad movies suck (cos they wanna act tough RIGHT!)

[ ] you own a XBOX

[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid

[ ] at some point in your life you wanted to be a firefighter

[ ] you own a DS PS2 or SEGA

[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers

[x] you watch sports on TV

[ ] gory movies are cool

[x]sometimes you go to your dad for advice

[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats

[x] you used to/do collect pokemon

[ ] baggy sweat pants are nice to wear

[ ] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people

[x] green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favourite colours.

[x] sports are fun

[ ] you sometimes talk with food in your mouth

[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on

[x] you have fished at least once

11/25

MY GIRL SIDE

[x] you like to shop

[ ] you wear eyeliner

[x] you wear the color pink

[x] sometimes you go to your mum for advice

[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport (uh, sorry, but no.)

[ ] you hate wearing all black

[x] you like going to the mall

[ ] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures

[x] you like wearing jewelery

[ ] you cried watching The Notebook

[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe (i just realised after a quick scan)

[x] shopping is one of your favourite hobbies

[ ] you've seen Star Wars and don''t like it some of it

[ ] you do/did gymnastics

[ ] it takes you around one hour to shower and get dressed

[ ] you smile a lot more than you should

[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes

[x] you care about what you look like majority of the time

[ ] you like wearing dresses whenever you can

[x] you like dancing/do dancing

[ ] you like high heel shoes

[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid (aduh. omg barrrrbie)

[ ] you like putting makeup on others

[ ] you like being the star of almost everything

[ ] pink is one of your favourite colours

9/25

eh what is thissssss! D: lol.

after speech day, huaywen, lena, sharmaine, esther and sarah went out for lunchhhhhh! it has been so long and omg i love it. SARAH IS DAMN FUNNY hahah the way she imitates mr leng LOL! and in ajisen our topics kept lingering on death. oh how inauspicious! -.- on our way back huaywen and i were talking till we forgot the time, standing in front of 'bossini' while talking HAHA. it's so hilarious, the whole thing. reached home soooo tired, and zonked out during piano. i was totally STONING during sightreading hahaha! i just stared blankly until mr fun gives the next hint like "G, G! okay next note" kinda thing. -.- was so sucky.

i fell asleep when dad set his foot in the house from germany. so cool right!

and half the chocs he bought had so much liquour i cant help wincing at the effect of it.

I LOVE MOCHI!

gimme an endless supply and i'm contented. :D

another level of goodbye.

2009-03-26T19:44:00.003+08:00

i started the post with a normal-happy mood.

and it's not going to end that way.

oh, just WTH gah. ):

2009-03-21T21:27:00.008+08:00

Had leadership workshop on friday! Inspiring a shared vision. seriously, now i seem to be repeating it so many times. call it useful.

Had AYC meeting. kinda cool, but i am so going to be packed. time management schemes, here i come. whatever. OH the chair of AYC is my friend's SISTER! OMG hahaha.

and the male teacher there was saying this AYC is collaborated with guys from NUShigh and VS, but we must FOCUS, putting guys and bfs aside. and THANK YOU KAUSHI AND BEAUNICE they started patting my shoulder and saying "joy's very attractive", and the teacher kept eyeing me and TEASING ME, asking "so, joy, do you have a bf?"

i totally blushed.

if i said i didnt have, they'll eye me closely for attracting attention of guys.

if i said i have, they'll eye me on my proposals and what-nots to see if i'm managing well with a bf at hand.

oh, wow, thanks.

am i dead, or dead?

so they will be teasing me from now till the end of the First ASEAN Youth Convention.

Nice.

mom and dad pulled me out for a movie. marley and me.
dad CRIED. HE CRIED. omg, like finally.
i cant imagine how i'll wail when chiral grows old and die. my tear ducts will be all dehydrated.

i got inspired. (chiral, be honoured. your breed!)

Shetland Sheepdog: Loyal, Loving, Leading
Loyal to their master
Love who's above, around, below them
Leading and guiding a pack of sheep to safety
always mild and gentle, humble.

that's who i wanna be.

2009-03-19T23:12:00.003+08:00

[reflection of water waves; plane waves;
To calculate reflection:
Find:
1) Incidence wavefront
2) Incidence ray
3) Normal
4) angle of incidence
5) angle of reflection]

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went out with zy, mabel and priscilla. such a long time since we caught up (:
i cant believe i'm screwing up everything! i even suck at bowling now.
oggay, i dont care.
what's the point of thinking so much, grah.

went to grab our old hideout, neoprint shops. yes, reeeeeely old. xD
i look like a spastic lian.
i cant believe i'm turning into a lian, with this hairdo and all.
oggay, i shant care.
this is totally making my ego sink lower than titanic.
which TOTALLY SHOULDNT BE THE CASE. :\

and yes, i realise i just created 2 para of the same scheme.

it's nearly 2. i know i should be sleeping.
but knowing doesnt equate to doing. (:

2009-03-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

intimacy?

recently, i borrowed books from the lib.

and when i read them, i thought why are they engaging so much into physical activity when they're like, so young? esp when these books are meant for teens.

Our world is turning more and more...
i dont know how to describe.

WHY ARE YOU giving your bigV to a young immature BOY he doesnt know much more than you do.
not that i encourage adults to do so, even if they were mature...are they?
they seem to change partners like changing clothes. worse, change S partners as well.

W
T
H
?

ohmg. i know S.Edu is really impt nowadays. i KNOW.

well, my point of view?
S is really out of topic. No no.
R/s at my age? depends.
if the girl's ready, and the guy she chooses is steady, why not?
of course, it subjects to changes of character along the way.
i keep my stand. bigV is really meant for after marriage.

S is a gift from God, to married couples.

so sexciting.

2009-03-15T18:51:00.002+08:00

damn you, blood suckers.

you are sleepy and you fall sleep in bed.

then you feel itchy,

you begin to scratch,

and you find a odd-shaped kiss mark.

and you go, "dammit".

goggy, half asleep yet half awake,

you switch on the light,

examining your itchy kiss, wondering

wth was keeping you awake at 2am in the morning

a mosquito bite. or kiss. up to own interpretation.

either way it's a love bite,

from a mosquito.

feeling so itchy, you decide to switch off the fan

and switch on the aircon instead.

then you forced yourself hard to sleep,

but the itching was really itchy,

(okay, duh)

plus more and more were forming.

getting up, getting pissed,

slapped the lights on again,

the aircon wasnt cool, it was hawt.

nawt.

and you find a black thing buzzing about,

frequency of sound produced:

more than 20 000 Hz.

the wavelength you dont care.

You cursed. and SWAPPPP!

your lover died.

no more love bites.

goody.

then you think about it,

it died such a quick death

after making your night like hell.

seriously,

you got tortured, it got an easy death.

even this kind of thing is unfair.

you look at the squashed mosquito,

lifeless.

it should totally die a slow death.

totallaye.

you really wished it was bigger,

for you to torture

before letting it die

or should you?

okay, someone, tell me i'm a sadist.

2009-03-13T19:05:00.002+08:00

totally OAC. :D

haha. 3C, we rock. we didnt have any instructors and we were really up to standard. these are 2 more significant cheers we came up with during the camp itself.

totally 3C, totally trip science.

Meal cheer;

Hungry girls, angry girls, hungry angry girls... [in the tune of jingle bells]

(Stop! Ask nicely!)

Oh can we please start eating

Cos we're very very hungry

Can we please start eating

Cos we need our carbos

Our mitochondria need food to give us energy

Can we please eat now!

[in the tune of 'friendship dance']

Campfire cheer;

3! (echo)

3C! (echo)

3C at OAC 3C at OAC (echo)

This is a song for campfire singing (echo)

We're having so much fun under the sun (echo)

Oh...we are spending time bonding (echo)

Bonding bonding ionic bonding (echo)

1 2 3 4!

Round and round the 3C bush

3C bush 3C bush

Round and round the 3C bush

all day long!

Abigail is like, my toilet and night partner. the toilet people are really, annoying. no offence, but GAH. so abby and i bathed together and washed up tgt. then our beds were like, connected so it became one bed. i love the nights! hahaha. so fun whispering in the dark.

aw, kinda sad i didnt get to do zipline! that's like, the thing i really looked forward to. abseiling is, whoah. rock climbing was fun freaky. xD i love the stuff. high e was abit sad cos it rained. grah!

HAHA OMG i nearly lost my voice during campfire. i was like, frantically gulping bottles of water in order to save my head from ms chye's chopping board. D:

we had toilet cleaning duty today. jemima is our hero. (:

went to macs with abigail and peixuan!

again, i stress on the post that is 2 posts below this.

get the hint?

I want to linger here

A little longer here

A little longer here with you,

It's such a perfect night

It doesnt seem quite right

This is our last night here with you,

And come Septemer

I will rememer

Our camping days and friendships true,

And as the years go by

I think of you and sigh

It's just goodnight and not goodbye;

2009-03-08T18:24:00.002+08:00

iced lemon tea, without lemon.

was reading this book "it's not easy being mean".

i thought "it's not easy being popular if you arent being mean." would be a better phrase? (yes, i am glaring)

kaushi, we'll go to the mountain's edge and scream our hearts and minds out. 3c is super mugger, i cant stand it.

we so need a break.

i dont care, i'm just gonna go crazy, lose myself for 3 days during OAC. i dont care, i'm just gonna be totallaye insane. :D we seriously need a perfect time to SCREAM.

i admit, women scream loads.

omg, i read esther's blog. pms = please make sex?!!? it must be Anuthida behind this. lol.

seriously, why do people get pissed so easily? -rolls eyes.

unforgiveness is like drinking poison and expecting someone else to die from it;

2009-03-08T18:06:00.003+08:00

so what if you gain the whole world but lose your soul?

i pity you, friend,

that you have to act

that you have to be ever conscious

that you have to go against your true self

isnt it tiring?

that you have to force yourself to be who you arent.

just let go, be who you are,

for all these plasticity are just chasing after the wind.

you get what you want temporarily; are you truely happy?

Meaness is your source of popularity?

i worry for you, friend,

that when you lose what you're desperately fighting for

going against all odds

lose yourself

till you no longer know what was the real you

living in fakery

Large loud laughters without joy

Big branded materials without smiles

Huge crowd of people without true friends

and you say you're popular?

all these will fade away

you'll be ditched

when you cant keep up

when you grow tired

welcome to reality.

2009-03-07T12:38:00.003+08:00

abigail and i went to chop our hair on thursday, accompanied by charlotte and kaushi! haha, OAC round the corner, helps bathing to be easier.

commontests are over, results are out.

omg.

i shant say anything about it. (:

kaushi's so retarded. or rather, our whole group is. charlotte's acting as the "hurry up" person, kaushi's acting (YES, ACTING!) as the "logical" person. o.O super funnaye. :D

i love charlotte. dont hurt her, you jerk.

CATS MUSICAL. decided to go with the choir people. i wonder why pamela and shar wanna go, cos they're so freaked out by catsssssss. LOL.

omg, ~~asshole.~~ anus. (mrs gay said so.)

2009-03-03T17:17:00.003+08:00

youknowwhat;

commontests are OVER.

Emath: Screwed.

SS: somewhat Screwed.

Chemistry: Okay

Physics: Okay

Biology: Okay

Amath: Screwed. -.-

i cant believe this. i got a simple simul equation wrong.

HAHAHA i just got back from ngeeannpoly. some choir perf. why a choir perf in the middle of CTs rah!

hahaha backstage was hilarious. i kept getting hiccups and everyone was like, laughing at me. lol.

valerie, stop poking me.

rachel, stop hitting my butt.

ashikin, stop tapping me.

laura, stop slapping my butt.

idelle, stop kissing me.

pamela, stop tickling meeeee!

AAAHAHAH.

OH OAC is in a week's time. xuepiao, me, abby and maybe charlene is planning to cut our hair short. i wanted to try out a new style; i'm getting bored. but then now when it's getting closer to the-day-of-cutting-together, the more i dont want to snip off my hair. it's like, playing tricks on me, cos it looks kinda nice now.

should i cut?! but i alr agreed to cut. no backing out. :D

longhair, imy.

ohamgee i'm being retarded.

can some kind soul please tell me what i missed out today? (:

Let it bih, let it bih

let it bih, let it bih

whisper words of wisdom,

let it bih.

2009-02-21T15:37:00.003+08:00

thank you ALL for your sweet vday presentsssss! sorry i cant do invididual thank-yous here. :\

hahah. and esther for her super late christmas present LAUGH OUT LOUD.

i almost freaked out when i saw "plumping potion". HAHAHA. lip gloss uh. xP dontcha think sickkkkk.

Superfunny. now i cant stop laughing at the sight of mr chia. sharmaine told us that his voice broke during their chem lesson HAHAH. ZOMG then when we were walking up for choir, shar, pamela and i saw him and couldnt stop laughing. now we're seen as retards hahah!

I FEEL MUSICAL COMING BACK. <3

i'm going to RI for leaders invest again this year. and yes, i did say again. i rmb the previous time was with charlotte, sherilynn and rachel. (:

Commontests! hahaa. i feel tired. this week has been slow. it was kaushi's and abigail's turn to be dead this week.

i want a winter escape with you;

eight.teen.

more weeks.

2009-02-15T19:00:00.003+08:00

i'm in a 'dont-feel-like-blogging' mood today.

or rather, a 'dont-feel-like-doing-ANYTHING' mood. i'm supposed to be off for a run now...

BUT OKAY UPDATES!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY PEEPS! dah daye orf larve. :D

i shall do the thank-yous another time.

CEDAR fiesta! i'm officially known as 'poster joy' by tania. LOL.

seriously. things are starting to get deadish. even kaushi's so deadish. i feel deadish. everything seems so deadish.

guesswhat;

commontestsarearoundthecorner.

talk about qualityofliving.

mdmfaridah, beproudofme.

OH WTH GAH.

2009-02-12T20:47:00.003+08:00

eeeeeee. i havent updated for so long. i'm turning into a boring person. NO ):

HAHAHA saturday's CEDAR FIESTAAAAAA and VDAYYYY! hahahaha. i'm so excited!

and i havent bought vday presents yet! OMG.

whyyyyyyyy! i'm feeling tired during class. HAHA I FELL ASLEEP during amath and mr khoo didnt realise?! so abigail have to bear with my boring-ness these few days. >< i dont feel like in a hyper mood during class. now i feel so lost during math. stupid graphs.

i shant fall asleep during math. i shant fall asleep during math.
i shant fall asleep during math. i shant fall asleep during math.
i shant fall asleep during math. i shant fall asleep during math.
i shant fall asleep during math. i shant fall asleep during math.
i shant fall asleep during math. i shant fall asleep during math.
i shant fall asleep during math. i shant fall asleep during math.

):

i shall apologise to abigail HAHAH! my table partner's getting annoyed when i'm so dead.

OMG,
I
PASS
WHITEHORSES
AUDITIONS!
:D
:D

you're on my heart just like a tattoo;

2009-02-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE!

100294

2009-01-29T23:48:00.003+08:00

opposites attract;

& the thing that popped into my head was ionic bonding. && I SEE RAISED EYEBROWS.

i cant believe thissss! i am not turning into a complete freaky nerd! oh oh, during english, shorpeou, abby, charlene and i were supposed to write a narrative. Then we needed a sickness the protagonist was suffering from. Then what came into mind was SICKLE CELL ANAEMIA. then, his arm muscles could not contract to wipe a tear away due to the lack of oxygen

--> affects respiration.

GET WHAT I MEAN?! grrrrrah.

oh, meiosis is cute. (:

XX XY XOXO!

i'm getting pissed with ____________. zomg. must 忍. i'm stuck with it for the whole year.

during ss, totally stunned at mdm faridah's continuous blabbering of bombastic vocabulary. o.O Today's subjects made the day really tiring. tomorrow's gonna be cool, all 3 sciences! :D but i detest the fact that there's double math, again.

and if i survive choir, it'd be the best day everrr.

awwwww pc tee isnt as nice as expected. ): kaushi, heather, charlotte, we're SO GONNA MAKE CPB as cool as ~~cucumbers~~ ~~cows~~ ~~cabbage~~ ~~cauliflower~~ CATS.

Hey peecees we're the cool cat

got a little bit of this, and a whole lot of that

so come on now and join the fun,

and...

up, chikaboom chikaboom chikaboom

and down, chikaboom chikaboom chikaboom

to the right, chikaboom chikaboom chikaboom

to the left, chikaboom chikaboom chikaboom...

banana has 11 chromosomes, like kaushi. :D

during break, we were teasing each other, like, abby looks like a turtle, charlene looks like a rat, kaushi looks like a banana, and shorpeou said i looked like a witch.

and everyone HUH!-ed and i was like, WHAT?! did you just say i look like a...

...bitch?

i think people thought we were crazy when we laugh till we almost died. then when recess just ended, sherly started the whole topic on bras in class just when mr khoo walked in, giving us that "hmm, ohhhkayyyy..." kinda look. LOL.

Cause you were romeo, you were throwing pebbles

and my daddy said stay away from juliet

2009-01-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

i'm not falling sick. i'm not falling sick. i'm not falling sick. i'm not falling sick. i'm not falling sick. i'm not falling sick. i'm not falling sick. i'm not falling sick. i'm not falling sick.

okay okay. yes i am.

omg, i thought it was a normal blur mornings for me, until i talked to kaushi and siti realised that my voice sounded really weird and sick. and then kaushi felt my forehead and said it's super hot. grrrrah, couldnt concentrate through the periods before PE.

it's so annoying. i'm always falling sick like, the beginning of alternate years.

let's see.

Sec1

now what..? SEC 3? :\

whoaaaaa no.

i neeeeeeed sleep, dude.

i feel lost during SocialStudies. rah.

So many farewells, i'm not keeping up. D:

- deborah (US)

- grace t. (Aus)

- ms cheang (Aus)

- ms wan (Aus)

- ollie (US)

- soon to be wc. (UK)

whattttt is thisssss!

with you i part

against my heart.

2009-01-15T22:39:00.003+08:00

i feel so weird.

There's no homework today.

RAAAAHHH! Kaushi and i feel the same way. hahah.

we have been "cruelly overworked!". haha, i miss Cedar Musical.

Heard there's gonna be a small replay? :P

haha i totally SAW Pamela's face when it was said during choir comm meeting. LOL.

Did morning reflections on wed with Kaushi and Charlotte. i kept forgetting that Kaushi was supposed to be called Kaushalya. ><

Got so many opposite comments! Some said it was very good, some said it was normal. Some said i sounded fierce, some said i sounded nice. Some said i sounded angry, some said i sounded nervous. Some said it wasnt so draggy and they didnt fall asleep, some said they fell asleep as usual. MR KANG gave thumbs up and said "solid". o.O

you know, i dont understand why 'sol state' of the cytoplasm is actually 'liquid state'? sol looks like solid.

oh yea, bio. i dont like the new method of teaching mrs gay's using on us. i really feel it's not going to work. got 9/10 for bio quiz. she didnt even SAY we shouldnt use nuclear envelope which is in the textbook, and she didnt even teach. sorry, but i dont like this. i wish i got Mr Lim now. I DONT WANNA FAIL BIO! ):

CLASS DECO. stayed back, and it was so headachey. cant find brown paper for chocolate, and the purple cadbury-colour paper is SO EX. really running out of ideas which has to do with chocolate already. and the spray paint ran out. zomg. :\

we the OICs started a trend. i saw sec ones popping m&m poppers along the stairs.

tyty. :D

This is real, this is me

I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now

Gonna let the light,

Shine on me.

2009-01-13T19:20:00.002+08:00

i realised something.

i get pissed with my mom about food.

lol, sounds funny?

When i'm hungry and coming back from school,
i sms my mom that i'm hungry, please prepare lunch
i come home, lunch isnt prepared
"oh, i was waiting for you to come home!"
i got pissed.

When i'm hungry, coming back from school,
i smsed my mom that i'm hungry, is my lunch prepared?
"oh yes, it is. it's Spagetthi today"
i come home, i see a 5x5 cm2 bundle of spaghetti.
so that's my lunch?
my sis said it was leftovers.
i got pissed.

When i'm hungry and waited for 1/2 hour, a dish appeared: veg soup
another 1/2 hour: plate of assorted mushrooms + rice
"dinner is ready!"
huh, ew?
"there's fish" oh so where is it?
lifted up the steamer, uncooked.
this is called 'dinner is ready' oh, wow.
i got pissed.

When i'm hungry, and anxious for dinner
i see asparagus, doumiao.
huh, both veg?
"No, there's small shrimps"
-.- i dont count that.
"Veg is healthy you know!"
i know. but a balanced meal is more critical.
"You shouldnt be so picky!"
oh well maybe i am. i went to cook my own dishes for a balance.
i got pissed.

so do i have the right to get pissed?
maybe not?
but why do i just get so pissed about it?
hunger? awaiting?

i totally understand;
a hungry man is an angry man.

a hungry joy is an angry joy.

2009-01-10T13:31:00.009+08:00

Search: 梁山伯与茱丽叶 for lyrics. (:

2009-01-08T17:34:00.006+08:00

a small breather...

I

LOVE

MY

CLASS,

3CADBURY! :D

omg, at first kaushi was my table partner. then mr khoo (DONT LAUGH, he's my form teacher), changed our seats. and i'm sitting beside ABBY and in front of CHARLENE, and PAMELA'S in my row.

we're like, forming recess buddayes HAHAHA.

shorpeou, abby, yin shuen, charlene, kaushi, me. HAHA. PAMELA and SHERLY always goes missing once the recess bell rings. tsk! then we were talking about class identity.

yin shuen: should we get class tee?
me: i have too many tees already! D: something else?
someone: FBTS!
abby: what about panties?
me: HUH, you'll be talking about bras next.
shorpeou: hey, you know, chocolate cadbury bras! when we're hungry or sleepy during class, can just take a bite.

LOL. everyone started laughing like mad. HAHAH. oh gosh, super funny. especially now we have this new rule that we're allowed to eat chocs in class.

okay, now i owe shorpeou and abby a drink as a treat. -.- waited for me to be done with pc stuff but asked them to go first. i promise to go home with you guys on tuesdayyyyy!

JOGGING IS BACKKKKKK! you know how ELATED I AM! YAYNESS!

now i'm known as the OICthatpopsthem&mpopper by the sec ones. LOL, hilarious.

Stupid phone and mp3 crashed on me! D: cant cam-whore easily without my nice sony-camera. ppffftt!

Everyday of our lives
Wanna find you there, wanna hold on tight
Gonna run, while we're young
and keep the faith

2009-01-01T12:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVELIES!

hahaha. oh man, my last post was like, a month ago? didnt have time to blog, or rather, didnt feel like blogging.

anyway. so yea. quick updates!

7th-12th December - Away at Youth Camp

17th - Class BBQ!

20th & 21st - My Hero Celebration

22nd - Caught up with pri.school mates

24th - Air Rifle

25th - Christmas! + the night escape

26th, 29th, 30th - Sec1 orientation!

31st - Watchnight

AHHHH. SO MANY stuff to blog about that i dont know where to start! ><

so i just hope the sec ones enjoyed orientation! (: CEDAR SPIRIT! <3

check out facebook hahah!

iHEARTORIENTATIONOICS!

Poke me! and i'll give you a superman pose;

2008-12-06T17:33:00.006+08:00

for dear charlotte! <3

hahaha.

So many stuff happened HAHA. Had choir on friday, and missed comm meeting! ><

Orientation Meeting was surprisingly short.

walked around j8, orchard and stuff. then met up with mom, dad and sis to shop at taka. seriously, there's nothing much to buy from taka! either too old, too young or the price is just too nice.

Worship Prac and Logistics shopping! where do you get fabric markers?! ><

I'm coming back to the heart of worship,

And it's all about you,

all about you, Jesus.

2008-12-04T14:06:00.006+08:00

This post is dedicated to charlotte, kaushi, heather & sowon. (:

(say yay!)

Click to enlarge. (:

(P.S. go get a facebook! :D)

2008-12-03T13:44:00.003+08:00

i think i was nearly zombie-fied with i reached Choir Chalet! the first person i saw was si min. Was so tired after the super violent skit practice. ><

Had bbq, got kinda sick of it, bathed, and went out for a night walk with yoojin, laura, esther, sharmaine, anu, le xin, sarah. YOOJIN kept freaking us out in the dark! D: went to walk around e!hub. Then went back to the chalet, with yoojin telling horror/triller movies. oh man, got so creeped up when yoojin asked "hey...is our chalet's wardrobe the only one that has no door?" then everyone started scrambling away from it frantically. HAHA oh man, yoojin is a professional creeper. Was so tired that i fell asleep, with sharmaine keep sitting up and stuff HAHA. poor shar and anu, both cant sleep! :\

Woke up, went to escape again. (dont call me crazy! :\ ) this time with laura, yoojin, esther, sharmaine, anu and lexin. IT WAS SO FUN HAHAHA! the most memoriable thingo was the haunted house. i'm so sorry if i made laura deaf or broke her arm or something. The guardhouse master gave up on this bunch-of-screaming-girls and lit the way for us through. I SERIOUSLY HATE THOSE CREATURES which suddenly jumps out. they are so freaky! laura was commenting that it was a great place to bring our boyfriends to in the future.

not.

i'll break his arm. ><

hohoho, away from me, darkness! xDDD insanity. i totally loved the viking, and yoojin, laura and i always waited for the last seat. haha, sat at the top for 7 times, so fun! the last one, we managed to drag a super scared esther to sit at the top. HAHA, during the ride i could see esther almost dying hahaha. spent our whole day in there, getting wet and stuff. (: got back and was very very tired. fell into a sleep that didnt wake up till morning.

when i reached home i was soooooo tired. slept. finally proper sleep! i miss my bed, and having chiral using his paws to push me out of it.

OH HAHA, i bought chiral a santa outfit for last year's christmas. This year i bought him a reindeer headband! xD he looks kinda cute.

CHRISTMAS! :D

i'm actually in a dilema about being Orientation Oi/c now. i know i wanted it. but now i'm quite tired out. oh no.

YOUTH CAMP IN 5 days! <3

trill, not terror. tyvm.

2008-11-29T10:59:00.002+08:00

PEECEE CHALET! <3

haha, totally fun. pity it ended so soon!

Met at Pasir Ris MRT (grins at charlotte) at 9, when grace t. was late HAHA! and she dressed like some terrorist, so i'm not surprised when she said the security guard wanted to check her bag. LOL. xD

Waited for the shuttle bus for 100 hours, and when we left 99 hours, we wanted to just take 354 there. When we reached the bus interchange, the shuttle bus came. -.- finally reached coasta sands resort, checked in, watched "28 days". Joy Priya had to sit in front of the tv with a board to cover the parts which makes it M18. HAHA. and went for lunch. Then after figuring that going Escape was not worth, charlotte, kaushi, heather, so won and i went shopping at White Sands

CHRISTMAS SHOPPING DAY ONE! (CSD1)

okay maybe only charlotte and i did the shopping, the other 3 sat at macs for a drink HAHA. took neos.. and charlotte and i cracked our heads thinking of what to buy for lucas and wc respectively. And when we went into shops looking for suitable stuff to buy, the shop aunties always ask: "Looking for a present? For girls or for guys?" and we were like, "er..."

"guy."

"oh."

i bought half of the present i'm intending to give on CSD1. cool!

Went back to help out in the bbqing. haha, unhealthy dinner, but nice all the same. (: then at around 11 we started bbqing marshmellows. xP ooooooh! then at 12, we started watching late-night horrors. Watched "The Nun". it was so gruesome, but not really traumatizing. geez. it was so funny, every one holding up blankets and pillows to cover their eyes HAHAHA. i was like half-screaming-half laughing with charlotte beside me going "Aiyo! are you laughing or screaming?!" After that we watched "Moulin Rouge", quite sweet and romantic haha! Grace t. was almost melting under the guy's voice. teehee. After that watched half of "six sense" cos i heard that everyone fell asleep already. it was like, four in the morning!

20 ppl cramped into 4 beds... squashed! HAHA. Woke up in the morning, finding half a shoe outside, and 9 other pairs of slippers missing. -_____- must be those guys from the neighbouring chalet. found them in the dustbins. just how immature can they get!? They sorta caused us to start the day bad.

Went for CSD 2 after checking out with charlotte. Both of us bought the full christmas presents for the guys. haha. we hunted White Sands, Tampines Mall and Century Square before buying. they better appreciate it HAHA. (:

oooooh. SUNDAY. BUSY.

Choir chalet at Coasta Sands too! hahaha. but it's 3 days this time. ooh.

cant get my mind off you.

2008-11-26T18:32:00.003+08:00

Zeedum.

Hyeh, as promised.

dont you think the horse-in-tutu is cute? xP

totally! xD

today, we practically started from the beginning and completed the whole song during sectionals. Ms Chye's such a pro! o.O

and today, to avoid over-sleeping, i woke up super duper early! wonderful. actually i'm beginning to tolerate this syf set piece, it's quite okay at some parts. as i said, i love the horse dancing part, aka rehearsal letter 'M'.

i dont know why, i was so tired in the afternoon that i fell asleep. Quite energizing and refreshing. (: OH, and PC CHALET'S TOMORROW! :D

aaaahaha! so super exciting. Pray hard it doesnt rain, or we'll have a soggy bbq dinner. o.o i'm SO going to call charlotte up tonight and high over the phone before we start tomorrow! WHOOOOOO!

EEEK, can people stop scaring me like that? i'll get a heart attack and die young! I'm totally freaked out by clashing activities ever since musical started. ><

zeedum.

Rachelle PLEASE come on sunday! D: if not i'll miss you! (probably the sweetest thing i've said to rach, HAHA! ><) i already miss ruiwen.

If loving you with all my heart's a crime

then i'm guilty.

2008-11-25T12:42:00.003+08:00

2 more days to PC chalet! totally excited! :D

Went for service earlier on sunday, with benjamin and i silently laughing at our horrible piano-playing. oh man. rachelle was late again, so she didnt sing in the choir. Went for skit prac. i think the only thing i did well was the drunk part, cos i was tired haha! amusing.

i was practically dead during choir prac, and rachelle was going "are you okay or not!", "you sure you okay?" and i was like like, "yea." zombie. a happy zombie. HAHAHA. and kind rachelle shared her kinder bueno with me. how sweet... (:

Worship prac was good. at least i think i played better than in service. ><

HAHA MONDAY'S CHOIR. OH MAN. overslept, rushed to school in a taxi. mom was TOTALLY out to kill me. x( haha, started on the syf piece. hmm, white horses. That steven-composer-guy is being cursed, will be cursed till syf by ppl all over singapore HAHA! it's totally non melodious! i only liked the horse dancing part. and i drew a ridiculous picture of a horse in a tutu on my scoresheet.

cute right! :D

shall take a picture of it someday.

i cant seem to complete chinese man. all the requirements and stuff. WHAT. -.-

Weicheng is too smart. cant beat him in any games! the only thingo i won was the reverse of reversi, which means i was supposed to lose. HAHA.

jon and i were discussing about the t-shirt thing in church, and about contacting them to see if everything was going fine. Then coincidentally in the evening he said that he dreamt that the shirts were dark blue instead of royal, with a GOAT in front and the cow behind, we panicked, and they changed it to white shirts with the right design. still wrong, but yea. PRAY HARD that doesnt happen! oh man.

and i dreamt that i bought a pink-with-black-spots dog. DONT LAUGH! i have NO IDEA TOO okay! i thought it looked more like a pig than a dog. ><

dreams are weird.

but you are my dream.

2008-11-22T17:49:00.003+08:00

Cedar Musical!

it's over...

((aw.))

totally loved the in-house feeling. Cedar cheers and bilibanjahs. whooooooo!

took the bus with ashikin to PL, and reached about 1hr earlier, thinking we'll be the only ones there. SURPRISINGLY so many were there already. then we started base and foundation. haha, did about 4 perfs in total, and each time my makeup grew heavier. thanks to the teachers.

haha. actually cant blame them, cos the makeup really couldnt be seen from the audience, so yea. my hair was scaryyyy! they back-combed it like crazy to 'add volume', sprayed gel and glitter all over. you know how many poor stands of hair died!? the one done by the teachers were sweet but loose. the one done by ms claire was LOUD but scary.

oh, that's being the mannequin.

so i looked like a total idiot during the first scene. like, WHO do up their hair like a witch to go to a departure hall? LOL. and i think i forgot to tell the teachers that i was a beach mannequin, not a hot fashion mannequin.

AND i got super freaked out by what they did to my hair,

Me (J): AHHHHHHH, my hair! just LOOK at what they did to it!

Laura (L): haha, whoah. nice.

J: Who goes to the beach like that! after all i'm a beach (cuts off suddenly)

L: What!? did you just say you were a bitch?

J: -.- NO!

and it resulted in this. tsk, Lawr-rah.

The perf was great! yayness. totally loved it. i still remember the last part, the teachers didnt tell us that after curtain call, the teachers would go up stage to receive flowers. so all of us were screaming and jumping in darkness on stage. then suddenly the curtains open and we screamed more and ran to the sides. SUPER FUNNY! like people running from a tsunami, which in this case is the curtains.

ended rather fast, packed up and stuff. alot of thankings here and there by the teachers. haha. then went out and was so surprised by some really sweet gestures! (: haha. afterall, i wasnt in the cast or something. just a beach mannequin and dancer.

i can be a professional ferrero rochor crusher or flattener HAHA.

some humble thank-yous:

- Rebecca BACK-AH!

- Sharianty

- Kimberly

- Crystal

- Tanya

- Xin Yun

- Kellie

- Siti

- Charlotte

- Ms Chin

- Teachers

it's over.

was it worth all the sacrifice?

up next: PC Chalet. <3

2008-11-20T19:51:00.005+08:00

Early choir day again. HAHA, i thought i was early! but when i reached, yoojin and tsuyi were already there, but sleeping haha! xD dark and creepy, dim and eerie...

(hey, it rhymes!)

whatever. reached PLMGS and started warm-ups. Missed some parts cos was helping to shift the props up, and hearing yoojin going "oh LOOK at mr lim. he's so thin!", and puayhoong going "dont you think mr lim looks like '不凡' in '不凡的爱' ?!" which is actually quite true after noticing it after a while. surprisingly all my class (2/o'08) noticed was him having love-bites during math. ><

Rehearsal was okay. stoned and fell asleep while mr sng was talking. HAHA steffi and stephanie slept as if they were some young kids having a sleepover! wanted to take a picture, but it is banned to use hp and cam-whoring backstage. o.O

Lunch was, UH. :\

Did the second rehearsal, with more technical stuff so there was more waiting time. then at backstage, we were like playing with the cedar-bears and ~~raping~~ them. :X We had like some debate over the cedar-bear being a guy or a girl, so in conclusion it's a gay. Cos it has it's full school uniform with a ribbon and cute undies! which makes it a girl. but, it has no bra. There were more reasonings leading to a more heated debate, but should not be discussed here HAHA.

rachel, tsk, wins the title the sick kid of the year 2008.

super funny.

AND my face shall NOT touch make-up! D:

made me look like a monster. okay maybe not all make-up, but NO EYELINER! i looked like some ghost. ms wannnnn! ): i look better without. i love the glossy lippy and the glitter-eyeshadow though.

today is such and exam-y day! all tensions and stuff.

aw.

HOMEWORK!(i must start pushing myself

~~1) Chemistry Chpt 5~~

~~2) Chemistry Chpt 6~~

3) Chemistry Chpt 7

~~4) SS Assignment 1~~

5) SS Assignment 2 (where-th is it?!)

~~6) 报章报道~~

~~7) 公函~~

8) 读书报告一

9) 读书报告二

~~10) English Compre & Summary~~

11) English Newspaper article review

~~12) Math (St. Margs)~~

~~13) Math (Victoria)~~

& i owe ollie reflections. D:

oh well.

Law-rah! told me that jynnlin thought i have a boyfriend.

haha, i do not?

again, misleading msn PMs. xD

even valerie wants to spot check me. WHA-?!

Secrets are meant to be untold. only to God and to my future.

AND I REPEAT.

I TYPED 'FUTURE'. (:

2008-11-18T22:21:00.003+08:00

i dont know why i woke up zombified HAHA. o.O choir starts at nine, so gotta wake up early. super tired, we all are.

haha, being a beach mannequin is fun. i <3 my shades!
&& i cant help laughing cos i can never get the brooms and feather duster for esther on time for 'hard day's night'. maluated cos we always couldnt get them on time and had to pretend we have a broom/ feather duster in our hands.

seriously, our school should have a better backstage! we were like stripping behind the curtains and yelping when someone accidentally opens it. :\ eeeee!

practised 'shout' and 'hard day's night' dance till we perspired like mad. on the way home was zombified again, and fell asleep. haha, i feel like a piggggg!

oink. :D

i have too many 'cant wait's! Musical, PC chalet, Choir chalet, Youth camp...

Charlotte and i already agreed to stay up during PC chalet and talk till we fall asleep, cam whore and stuff. xD

life is gonna be so...nice. (:

i'm looking at you
and my heart loves the view
cos you mean Everything

2008-11-18T18:14:00.003+08:00

i feel so lost suddenly!

i think i changed, and it's the holidays that's making me feel this way. Dang.

come onnnnnn. knock it off. stop thinking so much.

Just walk away.

2008-11-17T14:22:00.003+08:00

It's like catching lightning, the chances of finding someone like you.

Today, i woke up at 6 plus for i-dont-know-what-reason and couldnt sleep again. hahah, woke up freezing cold. hahah havent been waking up so early for a long time! :X

After choir today, the dollars and cents had to stay back to rehearse the dance for 'money'. haha, i think we all look like jumping jelly beans or something hahaha! xD super cute. then it started to rain, and ms chin said: "ooh! it's raining. have umbrellas?" esther and i were like, "er no." at the same time haha. then sharmaine lent us her super-mini umbrella HAHA! by the time we reached the busstop we were drenched already. stupid taxi, splashed rainwater on us. but i loved the effect though. x)

esther: Dear LORD, i'm sorry i didnt talk to you yesterday. Please stop crying! i promise you i'll talk to you for one whole hour today!

me: Dear LORD, please turn off the tap! oh, and i wish i had an umbrella.

hahahah. super funny. looking forward to the musical, ~~but somehow not the practices. D:~~

can anyone find the SS assignment 2 on lms? :\

All i wanna do, is be with you.
i just wanna be with you.

2008-11-16T15:36:00.004+08:00

sneak sneak.

i shouldnt be blogging now hahah! was in the middle of chinese 作文 holiday homework. i seriously dont understand why they like to give such topics on BGR man. like i know why people wanna make out in public! asked sharmaine for ideas, and poor shar is like "i dont know! pamela asked me also!" haha.

righto. today was black and white top with denim bottoms. haha (:
Rachelle was later, as usual HAHA. ><

skit skit skit! hahah. i think i'm super noob! now i appreciate how the musical cast act so well. haha. musicallllllllll. one more week! one more WEEK!

ONE MORE WEEK! :D

excited. i love the songs, and the marshmellow pie! xD it's so cute!

oh well. wardrobe crisis! D:

rachelle wants to go on a dress shopping trip soon. cant wait to see her in a dress! xD

yea, and a picnic with choir people after musical. <3

I THINK I'M GETTING HIGH thinking of all these HAHAHA. -pops in a chill pill.

dont tell pamela this: i feel fat. D:

Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain
Where rocking horse people eat marshmellow pies
Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers
That grow so incredibly high

Who made my day: Dad, for making me laugh till i cant sleep last night.

2008-11-15T19:55:00.003+08:00

Was talking to charlotte on the phone just now, and she made me remember that 3 whole weeks of holidays are GONE! D: aw geez.

1) we're gonna be sec 3 soonnnnn
2) it's gonna be a super hectic year.
3) i havent started on my holiday achievement! (this year's is to write with left hand with valerie)
4) ahhhhhhh, time's running so fast it's gonna be first january soon.
5) i havent finish holiday homework! D: (i hear alot of "like i have"s HAHA)

haha whatever. hectic hectic. (:

love it.

oh and yea, in case you were wondering, i got into 6G. hopefully same class as pamela and BACK-AH! :D

BACK-AH calls me jo-whoy.
JO-WHOY calls rebecca BACK-AH!

i'm excited about Youth Camp! xD
i seriously hope charlotte can go.

hunterkilledtherabbit, hunterkilledtherabbit
&&therabbitdied.

Who Made My Day: Charlotte

2008-11-15T13:15:00.002+08:00

it's not exactly a new year yet,

but a new blog for a new year! (:

hahaha. perfect.

Got into trip science with back-ah! and pamela. i seriously hope we will get into the same class! :D

teehee.

<3